Thursday, April 05, 2007

The Night Before

Tomorrow is the big day ... I go in tomorrow morning at 8 am sharp for my blood test ... actually a little bit earlier as we need to be across the street at St. Charles Hospital for Little Man's appointment with the neurologist.

How do I feel? My bb's are killing me. I have a sore throat. I'm having severe food aversions. I'm feeling blah ...

I took a test tonight. It was negative ... maybe. It was about 20 minutes after I peed. I had been drinking alot ... a can of soda and a 32 oz cup of water. I went to Walmart bought a test and took it in the bathroom. I wasn't the only one that had done that today ... there was a Walmart brand test in the trash can. No test stick ... I wonder if they were lucky or not ... I wonder if negative or positive was lucky for them. Anyhow ... I peed on the stick ... I watched it ... nothing. Then around 4ish minutes I swear I saw pink. I could see it ... but it was barely there. Then I left with the test in my pocket. I kept pulling it out and looking at it. It got even less dark if that was possible. Then when I got home I pulled up HPT faq's and Answer brand test is known for 'disappearing positives' that are actually negatives ... of course this is with a blue test line and I was looking at a pink test line. So ... now I have no clue. I still have hope ... just slightly tinged hope.

I have been feeling cramps ... actually lower abdomen ... uterine ... heaviness for many days ... since back when I first mentioned cramps ... I just kept forgetting to write it on here. Again, I'm writing this because IF it is negative tomorrow then I need to know this for next time so that I don't get hyped up because of new symptoms that weren't there last cycle when they actually were.

OK ... I'll be back tomorrow with good news or bad.

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